Today, I lost the love of my life.

But I got to keep my best friend. So, as long as he's not completely gone then its okay. Its really hard though. I'm gonna miss our nights together. I loved when he cuddled with me when it got cold, and how cute he looked when he was sleeping.

We're just too young to start making plans. I mean, we have our whole lives ahead of us, and settling down right away is kinda scary. I'll always care for him, and I'm sure he'll care for me. Its better that we came to this decision now instead of waiting 5 years. Imagine it. What if we moved into together right away? We'd go insane after a few months! XD! I was scared that I'd come to hate him.

I don't want him out of my life. He helped me through some tough times, and I'm so grateful to him.

Its honestly hurts, but I'm gonna be okay. I know this. I feel it. Its better this way too. I don't regret anything 'cause what we had was real.


So...

Now what?

Well, I'll tell ya! Time to think about my future, and where I actually wanna go.

Which is where?


eh... I have time to think about it.

Alright! Hence Forth!


I'm done!